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May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when it’s time to go home
May you always have plenty
The glass never empty
Know in your belly
You’re never alone

May your tears come from laughing
You find friends worth having
As every year passes
They mean more than gold
May you win and stay humble
Smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble
You’re never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I’ll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn’t goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you’re never alone

Well, I have to be honest
As much as I wanted
I’m not gonna promise that cold winds won’t blow
So when hard times have found you
And your fear surrounds you
Wrap my love around you
You’re never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I’ll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn’t goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you’re never alone

May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when it’s time to go home
And when hard times have found you
And your fear surrounds you
Wrap my love around you
You’re never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I’ll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn’t goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you’re never alone

My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you’re never alone

My first oversea Chinese New Year…

 

Miss my family so much…

Miss Gong Gong’s ang pau..

Miss Po Po’s cooking (especially pork)..

Miss Pa Pa’s Beer..

Miss Mommy’s cooking..

Miss Pavin and Mei Mei..

 

Miss the happening Chinese New Year… Bandung sucks, no one celebrates Chinese New Year here…

Miss the reunion dinner..

Miss all the Chinese New Year foods..and snacks of course..

Miss the TV..and all the Chinese blockbusters..

Miss all my relatives..and going to their house..Makan+Play=Happy..

Miss all the ang pau..sssssss…

 

Aiyo.. and.. I missed my first Chinese New Year with my girlfriend…

I wanna go home… I miss Chinese New Year very much la…

 

Luckily, GOD is here with me… haha.. gonna study hard…

 

Anyway, I celebrated my Chinese New Year’s eve with a bunch of friends.. OK OK lo… haha…

Happy Chinese New Year everyone… GOD bless…

 

Chinese New Year resolution : Study Hard… for u…

 

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

(Chorus)
 I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Lying close to you, 
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

(Chorus)

And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time
Yeah (yeah) yeah (yeah) yeah

(Chorus repeated 2 times) 

Don't wanna close my eyes 
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah 
I don't wanna miss a thing 

Honey... I LOVE U... I just wanna stay with u, in this moment forever, forever and ever...

She is my love…

 

I LOVE U, how deep is it? I don’t know?… I never found the bottom…

U looked into my eyes and seen my heart… There is only "U"…

Your hand i shall hold, and I will not let it go… Forever, We shall live together, and i will not let u go, even death can’t tear us apart…

Thrilled?… Never… How am I able to feel thrilled while I am sure I can’t live without u… Please, do not leave me…

My life was given by GOD… Your life was given to me by GOD… In GOD we live, AMEN?

I looked out my window… The sparkling stars are beautiful just like U… I miss u very much… In our secret garden, under our sparkling stars, I just wanna hug u in my arm, kiss u in the lips and say "I LOVE U"…

Without U… This means nothing…
I have…

I LOVE U…. LOVE U… LOVE U… so so so so so much…. Miss u…

Fairy tales filled everyone’s childhood… Everyone loves fairy tales…

Girls wanna be Snow White, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty…

Guys wanna be Prince Charming…

And they live happily ever after…

 

BUT…

 

Can i be the Prince Charming?

Prince should be rich. I got no money, how to be a Prince? Maybe a Prince that can’t give a "happily ever after" life to his Princess.

Prince Charming should be Charming, as it’s named Prince Charming. I’m not charming, how to be a Prince Charming? Maybe a Prince that will never get his Princess.

Prince Charming should be a white guy, as the Prince in the TV is always a white guy. Snow White is so fair and white, as it’s named Snow White, and she is suppose to marry a white Prince, can u imagine that she falls in love with a black Prince in the TV? I’m a black guy, how to be a Prince Charming? Maybe a Prince that is getting a black Princess.

 

SAD…

 

Finally.. I found a fairy tale… A fairy tale that i can be a Prince in it… Not a Prince actually…

It’s " Beauty and The Beast "…

I liked Beauty and The Beast since i was a kid… I always supported The Beast, and i was always on his side… because i felt like I’m just like him…

I’m The Beast? Why not?

I’m so hairy… Just like The Beast…

I’m so fat… Just like The Beast…

I’m so dark… Just like The Beast…

I’m so not charming… Just like the Beast…

and for sure…

I really love u… Just like the beast that really loves the girl… and really wanted to live happily ever after with her…

 

I LOVE U…

 

I knelt down on the ground and pulled out a ring and said, "Marry me, NANA, you’ll never have to be alone. I love u and that’s all i really know. I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress. It’s a love story, baby, just say yes"

 

Nana, I Love U…

 

Jason and Nana live happily ever after…

Sorry… Sorry… Sorry… How many sorry can i say to u, My beloved GOD… I’m sorry…

It was me… that put a shame on your name… Sorry…

GOD… I’m really sorry… sorry… sorry… Please forgive me… please please please…

I LOVE U.. more than myself… I LOVE U… more than everything… I’m so sorry…

 

Here is a promise from me… I’ll change… to be just like u…

Learn from u…

Live like u…

Behave like u…

Love like u…

Preach like u…

Talk like u…

Work like u…

 

I will learn… to love someone i hated…

I will learn… to forgive someone without taking revenge…

I will learn… to bless but not curse with my tongue…

I will learn… to not to be selfish… share everything with everyone…

I will learn… to be patient… not to get angry easily…

 

As I’m the LIGHT and the SALT… How could I disgrace your name… I will glorify your name with my life…

Promise…

 

Thank U, GOD… I LOVE U…

This is the first paper message from U… So so sweet… Thank U…

 

Dear Darling : Sing you a song

                  

                 I Love You, You Love Me,

                 We’re happy family,

                 I will wait you more than 5 years,

                 even spent my whole life time.

 

                                                       I LOVE YOU

 

                                                                  By Nana Girl Girl

 

Dear Honey :

                 I LOVE U…

                 I wanna build a happy family with you,

                 and spend my entire life with you…

                 I LOVE U

                                                                  By Jason Dar Dar